Wednesday, June 17, 2009

In Recent News

Today's date is really February 17. I awoke at 4:17 this morning with the distinct impression that I needed to take a pregnancy test. I've had this feeling a few times the past week, but was hesitant to take the test because I get really emotional about it, especially when they return a negative result.

Over the last 6-7 months I've been concerned that I might not be able to have any more children. My body has been acting strange and I felt like it was a sign that my child-bearing days were over. Each of my childrens' births have had their own surprises, and when I had Jack the doctor expressed his concern about me having more children. Jeremiah and I have concerns as well.

I brought the test down to the kitchen to view the result. Tears streamed from my eyes when I realized that my Heavenly Father was blessing me with another opportunity to raise and care for one of His children. I ran upstairs and woke Jeremiah. I turned on our lamp. He rubbed his eyes and took several looks at the test I had shoved in his face. Then he smiled. We hugged and laughed and I cried some more. We're very happy.

I'm not letting this news post until June. I have concerns about this pregnancy already. I'm not sure how far along I am because I've had irregular cycles for months. To help regulate those cycles I just took a course of hormones. Additional hormones and babies have risks. I am going to the Dr. today and I'm hoping that they'll get a good idea of how far along I am and if I should be concerned about the medicine I just finished. Right now, I'm just excited! I partially took the picture just to make sure it wasn't a dream!

Lilypie Expecting a baby Ticker

3 comments:

K said...

I'm so glad that you're getting another baby, Gwen. You are a fantastic mother. Your children are loved and they know it, and they are taught obedience and work ethic and have wonderful imaginations. Bonus: you and Jeremiah make beautiful babies.

Kari said...

Congratulations! This was a beautiful post and it almost made me cry when I read how excited you were in the kitchen. What a wonderful blessing!

Liam's Mom said...

CONGRATS! What a sweet mother you are! I am so touched by your reactions to finding out another baby is on the way to your home.